Things I absolutely ‘ABSOLUTELY’ hate!

HELLO HELLO HELLO!(Yeah, couldn’t come up with an interesting title AS ALWAYS!)

So, my motto in life is..

Why enjoy today when you could be worrying about tomorrow!

Yeah! Creepy enough?

So keeping in mind this clever quote, let me just state real quick some horrible things that drive me crazy. That I practically hate 🙂

The know-it-all!

Oh! Science? Politics? Literature? Current affairs? Any freaking thing that can happen in the universe? And you didn’t even ask me? Yeah, I know it all! Let me tell you that with every heavy English language word I’ve ever heard of. And no! You cannot argue with me even if you have a valid point because I won’t accept it. I can never be wrong bro!

Spotify ads!

Like do I even need to mention that! ”Mood lighting set thi bollywood romance playlist bhi chala li 🙂 ” I was listening to ads on spotify and the song disturbed me. Mood off! Here’s a song for you,

Someone who yawns without covering his/her mouth!

Why? WHYYYY? Why on Earth would you even do that? We get it you’re tired, exhausted and all but can’t you just, for god’s sake, put something, ANYTHING over your mouth to cover it? Like you’re taught that in standard one. I literally hate this the most!

Oh c’mon she’s a girl!

We’re the boys cliques and we think that the girl race (who practically gave birth to us) is the stupidest thing in the world and we, of course, there is no one wiser than us! Like seriously bro, she can’t play cricket or football, she won’t understand our double meaning jokes (which we think is a big achievement), and if she’s trying to speak in front of us then she’s crossing her limits and we’ll use her when we want and seek comfort. They can’t possibly be as cool as us ever! Meanwhile, Smriti Mandhana, Shanti Mallick, Saina Nehwal, Bharti Singh and many others laughing in the background! (But we all had this group of stupid boys at the back of our classrooms, didn’t we?)

Vanilla

Vanilla (Get a life, vanilla.)

Petition to replace all blackboards by whiteboards.

That shrieking sound a chalk makes! Even thinking about it makes me insane. (Love you markers! xoxo)

There are plenty more but being the lazy person I am, I’m going to stop here!

Au revoir! À bientôt!

An Open Letter to My Ex-Best Friend. P.S.- HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

Before anything, just want to make it clear that this isn’t about me. I’m writing this from someone else’s point of view. Happy Reading 🙂

Dear ex-best friend,

It’s been months now since, we last talked. It’s crazy, right? Well, I never imagined this before that there will be a day when I will have to calm my feels by jotting it down on a piece of paper instead of texting you. In just a year, we went from being inseparable to complete strangers. If someone would’ve asked us a year ago, if we could see our lives without each other – we would’ve laughed and said, “No!”

But, here we are!

I hate how we used to be inseparable but now we don’t even talk. But things happen, I will forever watch our videos where we laughed uncontrollably and look at the pictures we took and see how much fun we had.

We confided in one another, and in the eyes of our peers, we were the epitome of best friends. How could something so right go so wrong? We had plans to travel together, everywhere!

Was I just blind-sighted and oblivious to believe that our friendship was bullet proof? Or was I just dumb enough to believe in a love that was so innocent and unnoticed. The true love of friendship.

When I think back to some of the crazy things we did, I laugh and think of you fondly. I don’t harbor any bad feelings towards you or the time we spent together. Quite the contrary. I realize there was a time when you were one of the most important people in my life and there’s nothing that will take that away. I’m thankful for that time.

The worst part about this, to me, is that I don’t even know how to talk to you anymore. I want to tell you everything, I want to talk to you, but I don’t even know where to begin, because quite frankly, I’m afraid. The little off chance that we may end up having another fight scares me. Because every time we do, it’s like we slip a little further, and I hate that.

Maybe I’ve hurt you over the last few months. I’m sorry. Hurting you is literally something I’d never do. There have been days where I legitimately couldn’t understand what I’d done wrong, but that isn’t the point. I don’t get to hurt you and then decide how hurt you should be. Maybe I felt disrespected, but I acknowledge that it doesn’t make disrespecting you okay. I know that, and I’m sorry. I honestly don’t know if this means anything to you anymore. I hope it still does. Maybe it feels like I’m a stranger now. Maybe it feels like you don’t even know who I am anymore, but I can promise you that I’m still the person who texted you every evening. I’m still the person who couldn’t eat anything until telling you every detail of the day.

I would be lying if I said that, I haven’t thought about you or I didn’t miss you. ‘Cause I do miss you, a lot. So many things have happened since we last talked, I wish that I could share it all with you. And there have been times when I picked my phone to text you but, it would strike me then that you’re not that person anymore; It’s especially sad because for the longest time, it seemed like you’d be the person who’ll be a constant in my life.

Within one fight, which just so happened to be the first and last of what seemed like our lifetime of friendship, I lost someone who meant the world to me. Nothing had ever hurt my heart more. I cried myself to sleep for days, weeks even. Nothing can compare to loss of a true friend, and nothing can prepare you for how to deal with the aftermath.

I also miss being close with your family, being able to call your home, “my home” as well. It’s crazy how things can change in such short time.

I know we let our anger and disappointment ruin our friendship. Or may be I was simply too flawed to be accepted. But dear ex best friend I was waiting for you to talk about it or at least make an effort to mend our ties. I waited for days.
Do you know what stings the most, that you so easily let go of me.

There are things that I shouldn’t have done, same goes for you. We are both to blame for our friendship being as unhealthy as it was. So, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’re not best friends anymore, and that I had to walk away. I’m also sorry, if I caused you any pain. Sorry that I couldn’t be “your” person anymore, that we couldn’t do everything we wanted to do. I’m sorry that I tried to blame you for our friendship coming to an end. I’m sorry that I tried to hate you, because damn, did I try. I tried so hard and for awhile it worked, because hating you and being mad at you was easier than missing you. But then I realized that I could never hate you, no matter how mad I was about what happened. I’m just sorry that this is how it had to end for us but then again that’s life for you, right?
Not everything goes the way it should, no matter how much you want it to.

But I would also like to, Thank You. Thank you for being the person I could run to, for being the person whom I could count on, for being the person I could confide in without any fear. So, thank you.

Sometimes, I still scroll through pictures of us and smile. I see screenshots of old conversations and laugh. And whenever I see something that reminds me of you or an inside joke, I almost always almost send it to you. I don’t think there will ever be a day when you don’t cross my mind at least once, but the sadness and hurt are fading, and I’m learning to look at you as a cherished memory. Just know that I don’t hate you and that I’ll always love you. Know that I cherish the memories we made and wouldn’t trade them for anything. I’ll always check your snaps and Instagram posts to make sure you’re doing ok, because some things will never change. And know that even if I don’t go up to you the next time I see you, I will always be grateful to have called you my best friend.

We promised that we would stay best friends but you broke your promise. I miss when we would blast music in my room and dance around everywhere. I miss watching your crazy dances! I miss when we would spend every holiday together.

So just know, I’m not mad at you. I’m not mad anymore. I wish you all the best and all the happiness. I’ll always be rooting for you. I sincerely hope that, you and your family are doing well. I wish that you get everything you want from your life, and more.

I also know that you may never see this but, I just needed to get it off my chest. There was a lot unsaid, a lot that I wish I could’ve said. So, I guess I’m writing this to get a some closure, for myself.

Love you always and forever ❤

With Love,

Your ex-best friend.

RESULTSS!(YES,SHOUTING CAPITALS.)

So, somehow Indian School Certificate(ISC) has found it absolutely fine to announce the results for Class 12 on 10th of July 2020 informing the students just a day before. Are you kidding mee?

My heartbeat has picked up,and my medulla oblongata has neglected to fire any synapses to make me breathe.🙂

Almost everyone of us has been here and no matter how much we say “Oh!The results don’t matter.”, we can’t help feeling a little bit (or more, in my case) anxious,nervous,doubtful.

As if the world wasn’t already facing a lot, these people daily find something new to torture us…ughh!

Sooo, here are some things you should do before your results come out. And , most definitely do if you have screwed up your exams just like me!😉

  1. Start making your parents watch movies like 3 idiots and chichhore!!!! SERIOUSLY! It really helps,trust me. Now you don’t want your parents to scold you for 2 days straight,do you?

2. Put your earphones on <Alexa, play ‘I am the best’ from phir bhi dil hai hindustani>. Because no matter what, I am the best I am the best I AM THE BEST.

3. Okay so here’s a real one , talk to your parents. Apart from the buttering(which obviously is very necessary too),just talk to them.Because no matter what,no one in the world can understand you the way they can.They know that you have done all that you could.❤

To everyone who has this big day tomorrow or in the near future,just breathe(look who’s saying)! It’s all gonna be okay,you know that,don’t you?Afterall,we’ve all heard this epic line…😂

A single sheet of paper cannot decide my future.🤓

— Every single student!

I know I’ve written all sort of rubbish in this but what can I do I’m losing it.😂

ALL THE BEST TO ME!😵

OK,BYE!❤

Friendship? Friendship!

“Friendship is a relationship of mutual affection between people. It is a stronger form of interpersonal bond than an association, and has been studied in academic fields such as communication, sociology, social psychology, anthropology, and philosophy.Friendship is an essential aspect of relationship building skills.”

Well that’s what wikipedia says! But is that it? Is friendship all about sociology, social psychology, anthropology, and philosophy?

I’m surely not any expert but I would like to express my thoughts on what a true and good friend should be.

“There’s nothing like the deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for all the right reasons.” – Charlie, The perks of being a wallflower.

I don’t know if this is applicable to everyone else,but for me a person who supports me no matter what might the situation be is a true friend.

If he supports you when you say that you want to be a graphic designer or a cinematographer rather than a doctor or an engineer, then he’s your friend. If he supports you when you’ve just had a fight with your family, then he’s your friend. Afterall,we all need a shoulder to cry on in hard and difficult times, don’t we?

A good listener. That’s it! That’s the point!

“I stepped up! She’s my friend and she needed help. If I had to, I’d pee on any one of you!” — Joey, F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

The most important thing for me is to not stop talking in any condition. Doesn’t matter if you’ve had the ugliest of fight,just don’t give up!

My reason for writing on friendship is that I’m not speaking to my best friend for last 2 or 3 months for some stupid reason which feels like an eternity! And trust me, it sucks! So,please just communicate no matter what. Imagine not talking to someone with whom you’ve done every possible ‘BEST FRIEND ACTIVITY’.

And when someone is telling you their problems, just don’t start with your own. This isn’t a competition. (I have no idea why I wrote this😂)

Below are some iconic friendships that I totally ship! Tell me if I missed your favorite one.😉

Dear Maeve Wiley ❤️

If you like him,do what you want. -Maeve Wiley

Dear Maeve Wiley,
Thank you!

Thank you for being the most badass , kick-ass , amazing , genius (and what not) woman you are!

Thank you for being the girl everyone can relate to!

Thank you for making us realize that it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks of you! Because fuck them!

But there exists a person beneath that hard , rock solid and tough face. Who is afraid and insecure.
Afraid of losing the people it loves.
Insecure with all the damn responsibilities.

Being Maeve Wiley isn’t an easy task pal!
To cover up all your sorrows with a stupid little smile.
To give up all your dreams for the sake of your family.
Keeping smiling and keeping your shit together when all you want is just to cry your soul out.
It isn’t easy!

Maeve, you aren’t a person who needs pity or sympathy. But just love. Love that can cover all your sorrows. Love that can bring out the soft corner of that tough face. Love which can make you feel like a normal person yet again.

But again , you do not need sympathy! No one does! Every soul just wants another one who can hold it’s hand when nobody does. Someone who stands besides us in our correct decisions. And in bad ones (which we usually make) , someone who doesn’t judge us.

Dear Maeve Wiley,
Thank you for being you!❤️

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Never before did any fictional character hit me this much and I don’t think it is going to in near future! Idk if it’s about the swag and charisma that Maeve Wiley carries or it’s just that Emma Mackey has portrayed that character so beautifully that even those who aren’t as carefree and savage as Maeve , can still feel and relate to her!

MY FIRST BLOG

Hello world!

Can’t believe I’m actually doing this. Never thought that I will end up writing a blog. But now as I do, a part of me knows that I’ve always wanted to do this.

So, my name is Khanak and honestly there is nothing interesting about me.

This is my very first blog and I have no idea what I’m going to write about! I don’t even know how this thing works..what I know is that I really want to do this.

Read many articles related to what you should write in your first blog and trust me, I didn’t understand anything. I don’t know if anyone will ever read this or not but if you’re accidentally here, one thing i wanna ask is that was it the same or you? The first time? Your first time coming in this world? This feeling? What if I just get ignored? What if people just made fun of me? Because trust me I sure am having these feelings.

I am a wonderfully lazy and creative at the same time kinda person( I don’t know if that’s a thing) and I hope to meet such people here and hope to make new friends and hope to have an environment where I can pour my heart out without having anyone to judge me.

I won’t always agree to you if you ask me something but I sure am a good listener and want to let people know that they can talk about anything to me.

I have no idea what I am going to write in my future blogs but I hope you can give me ideas! 😉

Thank you so much if you’re still here [I know I can be really talkative sometimes;)]

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